As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Monday, March 15, 2010
I woke up this morning and i see outside the sky is falling, It's rain. I went down and surfing with my cousin and friends. We talk in chat box with writen about ours school. We ask each others about our subject and its fomula. In the same time, My friends also make a conservation in Facebook and she also very bored,
We talked about our examination last week. and me and her become worried.I hope that we can pass our examination last week. She was pointed that she not study before the examination. She worried about her result and worried about the principal. who will get the lowest mark will point to disadvantage room.
Today . Me and my mum will going to kuching with a flight, of course Air Asia the low cost but great airline in the world. Before we flown away, We have to buy a wine and those things are need. Include Boxes and The Belacan. I hope that our bag is not overweight ,
Will be contineud.....
Sunday, March 14, 2010
The great way to go after matriculation or form6 (A-level), to study more further with the interest of any sciences mind who loves to take their plan to be a doctor or other. Include Dentistry, Physcology, Nurse, Biomedical, pharmacy chemistry and many of include health science's. With my interest where i love the Job, the place, the place where to lives and the facilities of its University.
Chemistry, Biology, physic ,mathematic and Additional Mathematics has to be Principle or pass. The canada matirculation, form 6 are eligble to apply to International Medical University. Here its is mixed with International student who study from Australia, New zealand, Europe and United states.
In different courses it must be took a different Year for examples dentistry will take five and a half year. and others should be less than that.
I was thinking of this International Medical University is one of the best Universty of health sciences. the place are enchanted with so many facilites where it is located in petaling jaya. Just a near by the subang jaya or shah alam. The mall is also nearby, station rail (LRT)(KTM) . station wheres to buy a flight tickets and drivers to airport.
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Yeah! today we had a nice conservation till that we are hot in condition was invite her friends to have Ice cream. What a good idea we have, Once in a while we talk talking in chat.suddenly our body can feel the heat. that is what we called it Ice cream Isue's . Sunny Hills In sri aman is maybe in my favorite part to go. But, my cousin loves the Green apple, Because green apple has a waffel, and everythings.
Yeah Leen, we talked about ice cream Now my lips is dry.ha ha..